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I’m No Wonder Woman

Yes I have Cancer
Yes I had both breasts lopped
Off
Thankfully No Chemo
Simply….
35
Radiation
Treatments

5

Days a week
Am almost done.
Am almost done now.

Can’t catch my breath

Have to stay strong for Everyone


I am a Wonder Woman to Everyone but me.

So Tired

Okay I’m done now
I got It
Yep…Cancer
I Got it
It’s not the Cancer
that’s killing me
It’s the Treatment
I Got it
I’m done with
Getting It
I’m done with having
It

I Got it
I Get it

I have It

And it will never end
Get it?

Now

This is me right Now
I try to stop thinking of the Why
don’t try to understand the How

Just hold tight in knowing
that no matter what comes next
I will never stop Growing

This is how I look. Now this is Me
I have  found my way
through a battlefield of Surreality.

Is it painful? Why yes it is! Even after my Husband found that lump, even after all of the Drs talked to me, even after the surgery…I never felt like I had cancer…until I had to recover from it. For the first time I understand that I (I won’t say I’m sick. Can’t gp there) have a “condition.”
I was diagnosed over 2 months ago. Jumped through the apporpriate hoops. Waited. Waited and Waited. Everyone telling me that I had cancer. Yet, only now, am I starting to feel the impact.
I am not dying. Nowhere close. I hit a speed bump. Blew a gasket. The Universe stepped in and stopped me in my tracks. And..I am tired to my bones. And angrier than you can imagine.
I know that there’s a reason this happened. Will have to figure that out as I greet my 3rd week of recovery.
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iPhone 5
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1000
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f/2.4
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1/15th
Focal Length
2mm

Is it painful? Why yes it is! Even after my Husband found that lump, even after all of the Drs talked to me, even after the surgery…I never felt like I had cancer…until I had to recover from it. For the first time I understand that I (I won’t say I’m sick. Can’t gp there) have a “condition.”

I was diagnosed over 2 months ago. Jumped through the apporpriate hoops. Waited. Waited and Waited. Everyone telling me that I had cancer. Yet, only now, am I starting to feel the impact.

I am not dying. Nowhere close. I hit a speed bump. Blew a gasket. The Universe stepped in and stopped me in my tracks. And..I am tired to my bones. And angrier than you can imagine.

I know that there’s a reason this happened. Will have to figure that out as I greet my 3rd week of recovery.

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