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And the Band Played on
Even when
Even When

The Cancer was gone

Who am I now?
Not quite sure
And the Band Played On
And on but how

How do I be me again?
And the Band Played On
Life just keeps that relentless rhythm
I’ll be a Better Me soon…just when?

That Satyr Saved My Life

Once upon a time a girl ambled
She scarmbled
She gambled

She gamlbed on
a Man
But he was more than that
He had the gift that made her know that
She Can

She CAN  Wait

Even when she can’t think she can or could
She CAN stop the Cancer from spearding
He would

He WOULD love
 Her til the end of her Days
Though that time frame is debatable
Fighting through so much sticky, soul searching haze

He has Glorious Hidden Horns

Those tiny mighty tusks Protect Her
Those cleverly hidden cloves Defend Her
That fastidiously clipped goatee (aptly named)  unseat Her
That expansive chest that heaves
Those deep, dark chocolate Eyes moist with helpless tears

I Waut

Satyrs Feel
Understand the Surrel
I only know how to Heal
That Inarguable Resolution…

My Satyr loves me
And that is Astoundung

And So

And so it HappenedAnd it Happened to Me
It Happened to We

And it Broke our Heart
Small Bastard Tumor
Tried to screw us over with such quiet art

That’s how it works
Sneaks up and snatches your soul
Makes you ache to grow old

It’s early yet
this cancer fight
there’s more yet
Bring it on
If that’s the best you can do
I’ve got news for you

My Husband and I willl take you
You’re not a verb
Just a measly noun

Inanimate scourge and waste of time
No match for me and Him.

Your ass is Mine.
 Fuck you cancer we’re done with you
 We beat you ass though and through

Thanx fer playing our game!

I’m No Wonder Woman

Yes I have Cancer
Yes I had both breasts lopped
Thankfully No Chemo


Days a week
Am almost done.
Am almost done now.

Can’t catch my breath

Have to stay strong for Everyone

I am a Wonder Woman to Everyone but me.

So Tired

Okay I’m done now
I got It
I Got it
It’s not the Cancer
that’s killing me
It’s the Treatment
I Got it
I’m done with
Getting It
I’m done with having

I Got it
I Get it

I have It

And it will never end
Get it?


This is me right Now
I try to stop thinking of the Why
don’t try to understand the How

Just hold tight in knowing
that no matter what comes next
I will never stop Growing

This is how I look. Now this is Me
I have  found my way
through a battlefield of Surreality.

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